To keep our form-identity all together in a simingly apparent personal unit,
we have to spend and to invest a huge amount of energy each moment,
to moment to moment to moment...
If for a split second this investment subsides and stops,
we find ourselves not to be what or who we thought ourselves to be,
as a body, as a person,
but pure, formless and total aware beingness
absorbing and absolving all worlds and universe......