...'' The Dark Night of the Soul ''...                               ( story...)

   "I spent seven years like that... Wandering, trying to fix my mind, looking for what was finally true... I did all I could at this level, reading books, gathering information, exploring the 'psyche', travelling, meeting people... 'awakened' or so... hearing endless 'discourses'..."

    The only result of that was just to bring my mind on the edge of craziness untill I met Keran, and listening to him, I saw that this attempt was hopeless... clearly enough to finally reach the 'exhaustion point'!... Nothing more I could do!... at any level!... 'Forget all about it'... 'Just relax!'...

  In the very moment of this recognition, a surrender happened, a total let go, a 'dropping'...

   ...and, so to speak... I found 'myself right back'; Here and Now! Exactly where I was!...

  In the middle of nowhere, in the crowd of a coffee shop corner... In the 'market place'!...

 Here It Is!...Precisely where I always am... Always have been!... Always will be!...

    Right Here, right Now!    No place, no time, nobody! Wow!

Just Here and Now. Nothing else.Free.   Tremendous Joke!...