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A far as "awakening" or "enlightenment" is concerned, you will find reports (as far as reports are trustworthy and possible to be made), quite close enough to each other on the core of the 'matter' not to be that much misleading.
Anyway, if 'this' occurs in your life, you know it directly, no need of any description or reference. When you wake up you simply know, no doubt.
As far as the living embodiment of those funny things are concerned, you will find a huge display of various reports, which can be quite far away from each other in the description of different experiment or "side effect"... and that can be very misleading and confusing as well!
The living embodiment as nothing to do with the core of the realization itself; there is no reference! Thanks God!
If you get that clear, simply go on with whatever life is offering and don't bother about it! There is nobody, nothing to achieve, nothing to perform! It doesn't matter at all!
This is a Play setting itself by itself for itself in itself... What if in a movie you would see all the characters playing exactly the same role with the same grinning face???...
Wouldn't it be kind of a boring one ?...